on your special day i want you to know how deeply i love you,i can't make
this as long as i want to so i wilk try and keep it short.
i don't even know the right words to use. i can't describe how grateful i am to have you in
my life.i can't begin to describe how much i love you and what you mean to me.You were someone
i found peace and happiness around,the way we chatted each other and bonded so well still leaves me in complete
shock, we chatted like we knew each other long ago but we were complete strangers. we hadn't met
each other physically but yet we made such a strong bond. When i met you,you were 14 but now you're 18.
if anyone told me you would mean this much to me then i wouldn't have believed it, you quickly became my
friend and so quickly you became my best friend and i couldn't stop talking about you and talking with you.
every moment was so wonderful. i'm even getting emotional writting this. Even when we started to date it didn't
feel like a new thing because we already acted as each others lovers. i can't even keep on wrtting because what i want
to say is so much, i might need to use vn to say most of it.
Ever since i met you this particular day was more than a date,it was a day i
celebrate the wonderful gift God brought to me in you. Each year i am so happy on this day
and i always wanted to surprise you but things don't really workout as planned.
Now to my friend, my BESTFRIEND and my girlfriend, from the depths of my heart i want to wish
you a very very happy birthday, you deserve all the love, all the care, all the happiness and joy
this world has to offer, You have an amazing heart, one that carries love and you have the most beautiful
smile. You deserve all your hearts desire and i genuinely and always pray that you recieve it. i also
want to say sorry, for all my actions, for not understanding you and for everything i did that hurt you.
i love you so much and i also miss you so so so much, i would give so much to talk to you again. You mean
so much to me. i'm even getting heavily emotional and tearing up a bit writting this, so i think i would
stop here because if i don't this will be so much longer than it already is. i really want to talk to you again,
any moment or time you choose or feel ready, i will always be there
Happy Birthday, Nuela. I love you deeply and words can not describe.
